4 weeks.

today, i have 4 weeks left here in spain. its hard to know how to feel. it is a mixture of being excited, happy, sad, anxious and nervous. i am going to miss so many things about my life here. but of course i am so excited to see my family, friends, and home. i went on a walk to the beach the other night at "dusk" and took deep breaths, long stares, and tried to take it all in. the view of the Sierra Nevadas, the Mediterranean, and ugly but beautiful Motril...i became happy to realize how much i love this place i questioned in the beginning. it will be sad to leave...on to the next chapter of my life. (but dont ask me about any specific details on that chapter...)

view of sunset from our roof. what a lovely evening.